Dearest Saranya and Viren.

Thank you so much for the arrangement, workshop and everything from the amazing and wonderful and "breathtaking" journey to Tibet . For all your wonderful meditations Saranya and all your planning and arrangements and keeping order of all of us Viren. It really was a job too. 

I have not been writing before because I have been so tired physical and integrating all the journey.  I have never felt so tired in my whole body before after a journey as this time - but it was also a fantastic journey where I had a lot of experiences both physical, mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

You have so wonderfully described our whole Tibet  journey and our physical experiences on the web, so I do not want to add anything to that.  But I want to say, that I had wonderful experiences, some of them with my late ex-husband. He came to me in spirit when we were traveling in the landrovers.  On our way he came to me and asked me to settle our Karmic relations. He had done this and asked me to do the same. I knew that some day I had to settle this old stuff, and now it seemed to be the day. So our whole marriage past by in my mind - all the ego pattern and how nasty we had been to each other, and why we had to be married. Tears ran down my cheeks and I felt a big rod of light and love pour out of my heart and surround him in an Aumkabah, and fill him up and me too, and felt this profound forgiveness permeate the both of us and melt our energies together as one.  It was a very profound experience and now I know, that I have no more density in my cells from this marriage thanks to my late husband and I thank him so much and feel so much love for him now.

I also like to share with you one of my experiences at Mount Kailash .  After the first day of walking around the Mt.Kailash I was so tired and when we went to our tents late that night, it had begun to snow. Oh oh oh I thought - and then I had a flash-back on a journey to Norway where I thought my last time had come, because we were two people walking from lodge to lodge, and one day it started to snow (on the 1. July) and I simply could not climb a very big hill with snow (30 cm). I was stuck on the middle of the hill, and every time I tried to walk up I just slid down again. So at last I just sat there and thought that my last time had come.  I was aware that I still had this trauma in my cells and used the thought-mind clearing.

Next morning - some people in our group talked about going home - some because of sickness and because it was too hard and some because of fear. Viren asked everybody to join one of two groups (going around or going back) and people was going from one to the other group and back - it was hard to choose and I heard that some people with fear tried to persuade all the rest to return. A lot of ego-stuff was coming up and it was all so perfect. 

I was standing looking on all this going on and sending love. When I woke up that morning I felt a little pain in my back and I thought that it would go away when moving a little.  But it did not go away. Contrary, when standing and listening to all the talking and people deciding what to do, the pain in my back got worse and worse, and I knew that I should not walk around Mount Kailash - I had to walk back. 20 people went around Kailash and 21 people returned to Wesak valley and Lake Manasarovar .  

When walking back I thought what was going on, since I had this pain in my back and I also thanked AA Michael for telling me that I had ended my 26000 years cycle, so I did not feel that it was so very important for me to walk around Mt. Kailash, as long as some of our wonderful group did this work. So I manifested good weather and a good, perfect and blessed trip to both groups.  

Later, as a reason to the pain in my back the experience in Norway came to me, and then I was told that it was not the only course. I had taken the fear from the groups into my back and carried it back. And when all of our group was together again in "perfect" but tired condition and we left Lake Manasarovar , then my pain in the back disappeared.  What a wonderful example of how everything is energy and we are all one. 

Now, 5 weeks after coming home from Tibet , I can feel that I have changed. I shall never be the same again and the change is for the better, for me, for Gaiadon Hearts and for humanity and earth.  Thanks again Saranya and Viren for guiding us and arranging this wonderful journey.

So again thank you again you two precious beings. I love you

Gaiadon Love from my Heart to all of you. 

Vivi Lizzi